My eyes are burning, I dont know what the deal is, I think its a combination of like cleaning supplies from the bank and cat hair from chelseas kitties.  Anyways it hurts lol.  Today was a pretty good day.  School was interesting to say the least.  I always learn about strange things in my world civilizations class.  Today we were talking about Hinduism and Kama Sutra and that got into sex and religion. My Prof was asking people their beliefs on religion and it amazes me how many people dont believe in anything.  Sadly, most of the other people who said they were Christians pretty much supported their beliefs with "Thats how I was raised."  So many people say their Christians but they dont even know what they believe.  Being raised that way is really not a sufficient reason to have certain beliefs if u ask me.  Many Christians have lost the passion in their relationship with God, they think its all about rules and just going to church on Sunday morning.  Yah, i think its important to go to church but that doesnt mean you are going to Heaven.  Christians are looked at either as being boring or hypocritical. It seems we have lost sight of what it means to be a Christian.  We are to strive to be like Christ- trying to live and act how he did.  There should be such excitment and passion in our lives because we are able to have a realationship with God.  But for so many of us, religion becomes a burden or a formality.  We get excited over the stupidest things and worry so much about trivial issues.  I am definetly not saying I am above this, in case anyone is thinking im saying that.  I am complaining about myself just as much as others.  I hunger and thirst for a passionate relationship with God and I know I could be doing more to fullfill that need.  I am reminded everday of how much of a sinner I am and how much I NEED God in my life.  Without Him I would be nothing and my life would be meaningless.  I hope I never forget that.  The world is turning away from Gos sooooo much.  I learned today that America spends 10- 14 billion dollars on pornography a year! That is more than all of the revenue from all of the performing arts combined.  How sick is that.  I hope that my life will always be a testimony to God because there are so many people that are in such need of His love. 

I only write in here when I am really thinking about something lol.  And that was on my mind and in my heart all day today, i guess yesterday now.  I stay up toooo late.  Well Im excited for tomorrow. Jackie's choir concert at Calvin, Olive Garden, Pumpkin carving, Scary movies... sounds like fun to me. 

Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!!

I am really horrible at writing in here.  There is just really nothing that exciting going on to write about and even if it is exciting to me I doubt anyone else cares lol.  Anyways, I have less than 2 weeks left of life as I know it.  I will be done with Spring Arbor University forever on May 13th.  I say this with excitement ( I am so sick of school!!!) and regret ( I will miss my friends SOOOO much).  Next friday will be a bittersweet day.  This year has been incredible and I have grown so much.  I am so thankful for everything that I have in life.  Wonderful friends, an amazing boyfriend and a loving family.  God has been so good to me.  I am really looking forward to summer, hopefully it will refrain from snowing and crap and get warm.  I am excited to see all my friends in Grand Haven and then to go to school with my dearest friends Casey and Chelsea.  I am going to try to be a junior high youth group leader at my church and do some other ministries.  I have been poured into and learned so much about God and my relationship with Him this year and now I just want to go out and help other people.  Everybody better keep me accountable in staying out of trouble.  I know it wont be as easy when I am out of the Spring Arbor bubble, but I think I am in pretty good shapetp succeed.  Well I hope life is going well for everyone else.  Good luck on exams for everyone at SAU and everyone else who is still in school, and if u are out of school... you suck, lol... jk.  I hope that Summer is amazing for everyone and I love anyone who is taking the time to read this.  Have a superb day and God bless!!!

I don't really have anything significant to say, but I haven't writen in this little guy for a while.  I am rather tired, but ofcourse I wont go to bed.  Especially seeing as I haven't even started on any of my homework.  In my head, school is already done, unfortunately no one else gets that so I still have class.  Less than 6 weeks, thankyou God!  I will miss the arbor and the fine people that attend this school, but I am ready to go.  It will be nice to be home and save a little money and FINALLY be able to drive again.  I am sure no one else is excited about that, ha.  I am gonna try to be a little more careful this time around.  So I really just want to get an apartment for next school year, its gonna be really hard for me to live at home after being gone and coming and going as I please.  My parents are pretty cool though, most of the time.  Alright,  i need to get crackin.  I hope everyone is doing superbly and staying out of trouble.